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released June 14, 2016

fab, cole, robert, and christian practiced in fabs parents garage at literally the quietest volume possible every sunday night for a month.

we played three shows, recorded this, and said adios.

fabian mera - guitar, trumpet on "die"
cole berggren - drums
robert sesma - bass
rings - cello on "die" and "pretend"

recorded and mixed by ryan "rings" ellery at his parents house on dec 28-30.
mastering james trevascus in bristol u.k.

picture taken by lorisa salvatin (18%grey)

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Track Name: Die
all i want is love all i need is you to love me back
i reserve the right to feel used by you and i refuse your sorrow, guilty goodbye, cold calls in the night when you catch me wanting to die

i remember when i used to watch the t.v. screen expect to work hard live life like in the movies and then i grew up and learned to grow colder
i'm neither strong or handsome
i'm only getting older
as the days roll by
paycheck to paycheck

i caught my own eye
i stumbled on some polaroids
and youth reminds me of the things ive never felt
like puppy love romance
i danced by myself

oh why do i try
why do i keep you in my mind
do i try to hold onto these fantasies

all i want is love
all i need is you to love me back

struggling
these places in my head we are trapped there
to corners of my dreams and im stuck in my head ready to die
ready to die

all i want is love
all i need is you to love me back
i reserve the right to feel used by you and i refuse your sorrow, guilty goodbye, cold calls in the night when you catch me wanting to die
Track Name: Cool
you were the girl i thought i'd never leave and now i saw you there with bad tattoos and all that booze
who are you? you think you're so cool and i'm no fun. i'm no fun.
darling, give me a break

i was impressionable to think that you won't change
i'm so impressionable to think that you can behave this way and not reap the consequence of leaving all alone so just do it all without me
Track Name: Pretend
i'll sit and talk about the weight of the world
you could keep talking
i've found someone thats unlike every girl
i feel enticed to feel that maybe i'm misunderstood
i feel enticed to think that maybe i'm way over my head and now
the subtle sadness in the things that you keep
i know you're not mine but ill pretend if you pretend with me

i do refuse to think about a future of you and i
i feel enticed to think that maybe i'm a filler word with no consequence

simple and new
its already ending


i do refuse to think about a future of you and i
i feel enticed to think that maybe i'm a filler word with no consequence
i keep on talking about the weight of the world
you could keep talking ive found something thats unlike every other girl
i feel enticed to feel that maybe i'm misunderstood
i feel enticed to think that maybe i'm way over my head and i saw things thats you keep

i know youre not mine but ill pretend if you pretend with me
Track Name: Dry
cut like you used to feel
somedays our conversation runs dry
lighter than you used to feel
somedays our conversation runs dry
dry dry dry dry dry dry

break down a bit
love me
then break down a bit
love me
then you break down a little bit

sun and the air was grey
somedays our conversation runs dry
a cut like you used to feel
well somedays our conversation runs dry

lord love is the simplest thing
oh love
break me
break down a bit
go away
break you down a bit

no ill intention
i want you
i'm insecure
i confess i'm messing around with our heads

maybe you'd be less stress if i could just come apart
Track Name: I Suck and You Can Do Much Better Without Me
you can do much better without me
change of your heart and my heart are breaking all in my head
losing all my concentration chances of you coming up coming up coming up
you're going down with a half smile and it don't seem much harder to be scared of life i'm going away
and if i take this song and this lifestyle cover up your skills and this life sets oh well i know you and i know you're never gonna change
used to say i love you every hour of every day
i know you and love was a most manic phase
you're doing so much better without me
so much better

i suck for leaving i know
i suck for leaving it all behind
i cancel everything so tell me im bad for wanting more
i dont want anything to do you
i cant feel
maybe i should

i dont want anything from you
Track Name: Danger
i think that i might be a danger to myself
i don't care anymore
don't think too hard about it ill still be your friend
ill be a major bore
the nights are coming
the nights are cold here
i'm lonelier than when you were coming onto me
you're not in love you're just fascinated, another one of those teenage frustrations

you never missed your chance

i do regret denying your one true love
i'm just not ready for it
you caught the butterflies that i tried to give up for someone else to hold them

hold up
let go of me
i'm starting to come clean
i cant remember
everything is a blur
i feel suffocated
i don't love you like you do
i don't love you the same way you want me to

give it some time i'll make it up and well be friends
give it some time just be honest make amends
and i was just scared out of my mind to grow up bored
you're adoration is abhorred
were trapped in our lust