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1.
Die 02:46
all i want is love all i need is you to love me back i reserve the right to feel used by you and i refuse your sorrow, guilty goodbye, cold calls in the night when you catch me wanting to die i remember when i used to watch the t.v. screen expect to work hard live life like in the movies and then i grew up and learned to grow colder i'm neither strong or handsome i'm only getting older as the days roll by paycheck to paycheck i caught my own eye i stumbled on some polaroids and youth reminds me of the things ive never felt like puppy love romance i danced by myself oh why do i try why do i keep you in my mind do i try to hold onto these fantasies all i want is love all i need is you to love me back struggling these places in my head we are trapped there to corners of my dreams and im stuck in my head ready to die ready to die all i want is love all i need is you to love me back i reserve the right to feel used by you and i refuse your sorrow, guilty goodbye, cold calls in the night when you catch me wanting to die
2.
Cool 02:46
you were the girl i thought i'd never leave and now i saw you there with bad tattoos and all that booze who are you? you think you're so cool and i'm no fun. i'm no fun. darling, give me a break i was impressionable to think that you won't change i'm so impressionable to think that you can behave this way and not reap the consequence of leaving all alone so just do it all without me
3.
Pretend 02:32
i'll sit and talk about the weight of the world you could keep talking i've found someone thats unlike every girl i feel enticed to feel that maybe i'm misunderstood i feel enticed to think that maybe i'm way over my head and now the subtle sadness in the things that you keep i know you're not mine but ill pretend if you pretend with me i do refuse to think about a future of you and i i feel enticed to think that maybe i'm a filler word with no consequence simple and new its already ending i do refuse to think about a future of you and i i feel enticed to think that maybe i'm a filler word with no consequence i keep on talking about the weight of the world you could keep talking ive found something thats unlike every other girl i feel enticed to feel that maybe i'm misunderstood i feel enticed to think that maybe i'm way over my head and i saw things thats you keep i know youre not mine but ill pretend if you pretend with me
4.
Dry 02:48
cut like you used to feel somedays our conversation runs dry lighter than you used to feel somedays our conversation runs dry dry dry dry dry dry dry break down a bit love me then break down a bit love me then you break down a little bit sun and the air was grey somedays our conversation runs dry a cut like you used to feel well somedays our conversation runs dry lord love is the simplest thing oh love break me break down a bit go away break you down a bit no ill intention i want you i'm insecure i confess i'm messing around with our heads maybe you'd be less stress if i could just come apart
5.
you can do much better without me change of your heart and my heart are breaking all in my head losing all my concentration chances of you coming up coming up coming up you're going down with a half smile and it don't seem much harder to be scared of life i'm going away and if i take this song and this lifestyle cover up your skills and this life sets oh well i know you and i know you're never gonna change used to say i love you every hour of every day i know you and love was a most manic phase you're doing so much better without me so much better i suck for leaving i know i suck for leaving it all behind i cancel everything so tell me im bad for wanting more i dont want anything to do you i cant feel maybe i should i dont want anything from you
6.
Danger 03:54
i think that i might be a danger to myself i don't care anymore don't think too hard about it ill still be your friend ill be a major bore the nights are coming the nights are cold here i'm lonelier than when you were coming onto me you're not in love you're just fascinated, another one of those teenage frustrations you never missed your chance i do regret denying your one true love i'm just not ready for it you caught the butterflies that i tried to give up for someone else to hold them hold up let go of me i'm starting to come clean i cant remember everything is a blur i feel suffocated i don't love you like you do i don't love you the same way you want me to give it some time i'll make it up and well be friends give it some time just be honest make amends and i was just scared out of my mind to grow up bored you're adoration is abhorred were trapped in our lust

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released June 14, 2016

fab, cole, robert, and christian practiced in fabs parents garage at literally the quietest volume possible every sunday night for a month.

we played three shows, recorded this, and said adios.

fabian mera - guitar, trumpet on "die"
cole berggren - drums
robert sesma - bass
rings - cello on "die" and "pretend"

recorded and mixed by ryan "rings" ellery at his parents house on dec 28-30.
mastering james trevascus in bristol u.k.

picture taken by lorisa salvatin (18%grey)

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